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    • Hell on Earth...Proceeding my way...<.< / Thursday, November 5, 2009


    Today an email was sent to me.
    Apparently, I've been selected for the first batch of Industry Immersion Programme which is attachment.
    So much for hoping I won't be in the first batch.

    Somehow...I feel like a lab rat. =.=
    Why do I have to be the pioneer batch =.= WHY??!!! WHY???!!!

    I can already imagine how my 24weeks from March to September next year will be spent.
    It would probably be similar to HELL ON EARTH!!!

    Instead of having daily grades in class.
    I'll be having daily grades in an environment with a probable number of bitches and bastards backstabbing and torturing interns or people who turn up for attachment.
    Sigh....

    Although I don't know which company I will be posted to yet...but I'm already expected worse.
    Maybe NTUC...or McDonalds...since both as part of the list of organisations taking part in this programme.

    I'll just have to wait and see....

    Anyways, twitter widget switched to the top because easier to update small stuff via twitter. (although no one really cares...so..ya..)



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    Prison Datelines...x / Sunday, November 1, 2009


    Right...no updates in a long time.
    Not that it matters though...but...shall update..=D

    School has been so-so. Kinda sux most of the time.
    There isn't much to actually look forward to anyways.
    Will have attachment next year....Sigh...
    24 weeks of hell.....

    PP rework done twice already.

    Things left undone this week..:
    • Resume to send in for attachment next year which means I gotta dig up my past education stuff and all those certs and so on...
    • Study for tons of tests coming up...(accounting included =.=)
    • Pack room (unpacked for two weeks already...can't take the mess anymore)
    • Start sewing Wendy and Jessie's birthday gifts (delayed long enough)
    • Get a pair of covered flats cause sandals are not allowed for students in my course =.=
    • Get more long pants cause shorts are not allowed for students in my course =.= same logic..
    That's probably about it. Gotta finish them by Sunday or postpone them again =.= although the resume dateline cannot postpone.

    Haiz...

    The life I'm leading right now...is like prison.
    Seriously...
    Everyday you just wish for more time.

    Dreams and Desires are non-existent...



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    PP............... / Thursday, September 24, 2009


    I realli hate completing this Professional Profiling report. It's like a ton harder compared to the time I struggled doing my FNN coursework. Doing the report is just bleh...it is SOOOOOOOOO BORING and i have to resist so much temptation to go to some site that is more entertaining than doing PP. AHHHHHHH!! and to make things worse. I have to reference everything I put into the PP!

    Like for example, I state that Night Safari opened its doors in 1994. I have to reference that sentence too. THE OFFICIAL APA STYLE =.= Wth...

    I currently have 25 tabs opened in this browser. 1 for blogging and 24 for referencing =.=

    I'm so bored, which makes me so tired which makes me wanna go sleep. Sigh...

    I'm in the middle of doing hte dam report. Budden, I had to gripe about it somewhere since everyone is mostly asleep now. Sigh...



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    Jobless... / Sunday, August 30, 2009


    So yesterday was my last day at Night Safari...
    Main reasons for leaving was because
    - next semester is gonna be a 5-day week which means classes from Monday to Friday.
    - My boss has changed from an Angel to a Devil. From a friend to a foe and so on.
    - It's a sad sad place now =)
    That's probably basically it.

    But suddenly not having a job sort of gives me a form of emptiness but also a form of freedom.
    The kind of ' YAY I DON'T NEEDA WORK ALREADY' kinda feeling.

    WHICH FEELS GOOD!!

    okay..moving on.
    So having holidays now. But it's not gonna be all holiday-ish at all. Cause I'm gonna do nothing but complete Professional Profiling since the dateline is nearing and I gotta submit it a tad earlier since my PP advisor is a lazy ass that takes weeks to reply mails and lalalala.

    Anyways...just to end this post with..
    World is screwed up =D




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    Updates and UTs...Sighs.. / Thursday, August 20, 2009


    Last (official learning) Day of School ended on Tuesday but for this semester, the last day didn't really seem much like the usual last days I had last two semesters which is most probably because of the upcoming week which would be just coming to school to take Tests...

    Anyways, a sad thing happened that day as well... =(

    Ah Well...

    Speaking of Understanding Tests....
    It seriously is intense mugging.
    I don't even know why they call it TESTS anymore...It's practically reformed to be like typical EXAMS!!

    So yesterday was my Market Sensing Intelligence "test" and it was kinda okay...considering I practically studied like a geek freak for it cause the teacher warned us that it would be dam hard.

    Today I took Marketing and I'm not very confident which is probably because I kinda slacked a lil bit while studying for it. But nevertheless, I'm still confident of passing this module.

    Tomorrow is the 3rd UT and I'm done with studying and preparing notes for it so here I am doing a short post.
    But I suck at Sales Management anyways so I'll try my best. =D

    Gotta wake up at 0530 tmr...Sigh Sigh...
    People around me are getting emo nowadays.....Tsk tsk...




    How I wish I could live in a hovering sphere,
    Above purple waters and under violet skies...
    Wouldn't it be so cool??!!
    Like Circle hovering HDB's on a purple earth!!
    You look out of your window got such a cool view...

    Well...



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    Back to 5 days <_< / Saturday, July 25, 2009


    Found out that next semester is back to 5 day week.
    Which means, instead of school 4 days a week like this semester, it's gonna go back to 5 lessons per week like year one. This is really bad for me....cause I tend to skip lessons when I'm seriously exhausted and this is one of the main reasons for making me so dam tired...

    Anyways...the worse part is...
    There is gonna be like tons of lessons that I'll have to wear formal next semester which means heels <_<....oh lord..
    and two out of the five modules are...

    BUSINESS STATISTICS and FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING

    OH MY !@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^.....
    I hate lessons that involve math, measurement, excel and all those counting counting crap. I JUST SUCK AT IT!!

    the reason i took customer relationship and service management is because I'd rather deal with problematic, idiotic, hard to serve people than NUMBERS!!

    I seriously don't know how I'm gonna go through another semester of 5 lessons per week. It's just crap...=.=

    So measures taken...gonna quit job during the 5 week holidays to focus more on lessons. Also gotta start spending less. Sigh Sigh...
    It's good since the people at work are getting worse but it's also bad in a way that I'm miss some of the people whom I've worked with since I started there a year and a half back.



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    Strangest... / Sunday, July 19, 2009


    Made a trip to dentist on Friday cause I suspected I had a impending decay and a wisdom tooth.
    Waited 3 hours because I didn't have an appointment since their fully booked till next year and the patient before me had bleeding problems that wouldn't stop <_<

    BUT OH WELL ^^
    worth the wait...
    I DUN HAVE DECAY ^^ YAY~~~~~~
    but instead of speculating one wisdom tooth. I'm gonna have two <_<
    shit?

    Today accompanied my mom to a Malay wedding.
    Honestly, that is like the first time that I went to one and I really don't know how to describe it...
    Besides the awkwardness of sticking out like a sore thumb cause I'm not Malay....the atmosphere is also quite different from Chinese weddings.. =x
    But the outfits for the bride and groom are SERIOUSLY GORGEOUS!!
    But the whole ceremony was conducted in Malay so I didn't understand anything ><

    Then I went to thread my brows which was painful....
    But ya...i managed to tolerate..
    and now it actually looks cool XDXD



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    The Half-Blood Prince..... / Friday, July 17, 2009


    Went to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince today at causeway right at school with Fidya, Kenny and Dharsh.
    Vivien joined us for dinner and made a last minute decision on joining us for a movie but could not make it in the end cause could not get tickets =(( and our tickets were booked before hand..
    Sigh..

    Anyways, to me the movie was quite a disappointment since I read the book and A TON of stuff were left out. Especially those anticipating parts which were in the book.
    It's like they made the movie just to emphasize Dumbledore's death =.=

    But it figures, how could they squeeze that thick plot into a time-span of 2 and a half hours??
    Movie experience sucked too which is why I love watching movies at home instead.
    The seats were screwed...LIKE IT ONLY CATERED SPECIALLY FOR SHORT PPL =.=
    The people at the back were like young boys who were "noob lah" here and "noob lah" there =.=
    and they kept putting their legs on the back of our seats and talking out loud.
    Spoilt assholes <_<

    But thank you Dharsh, Kenny, Fidya and Vivien for adding colour to my after school life once again ^^

    OHHHHHHHH!!!
    AND THANK YOU TO PNG YI JIA FOR LENDING ME HER CHARGER TO TIDE OVER MY UT TODAY WHEN I FORGOT TO BRING MINE!!
    I OWE U BIG BIG TIME HOR SMALL GIRL!!!



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    WTH... / Wednesday, July 15, 2009


    I just had to post this.
    Went to hougang today for a dental checkup budden it was closed...on a wednesday =.=
    IT USED TO BE OPEN...on my last visit which might have been few years back since I referred to the clinic card which was like given in 2002 =.=

    So anyways, that isn't my main point in blogging anyways...
    I just wanted to post this picture..



    This was taken at the traffic light junction.
    If you have no idea what it is..
    Well..it is one of those sticker pictures teen couples love to take...
    AND YES..it's pasted on the traffic light pole thingy...

    =.=

    WTH...
    I barely understand the intention behind it but...

    =D

    P.S. If you look closely, it looks like a LAO UNCLE cuddling a young ah lian. <_<



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    Isolated Peace.. / Monday, July 13, 2009


    Actually in the beginning of this semester, when I was posted to the seemingly most isolated pod in the school on the highest level (E66P), it seemed like ‘omg, my lateness is so gonna get worse’, but I was kinda wrong, I actually like my class LOCATION now. Secluded from most of the other blocks. I don’t bump into people I don’t wish to see and I spend most of my time in class. Not much excitement but kinda peaceful.

    Can’t help but wonder about how my next semester would be like?

    But I think my year 1 semester 2 would still ultimately be the most enjoyable time I had here



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    Normal Tuesday Not.. / Wednesday, June 24, 2009


    Yesterday at work I was paid 5 hours for practically standing around, seeing the fire tribe show and printing like maybe around 30 photos.
    It was soooo shiok!

    Cause yesterday probably low staff thats why I got the benefit of standing outside ^^
    If every working day was like this, I don't mind working everyday XD


    So this was my wonderful working station yesterday ^^
    When the show starts, I get to see the show too ^^



    This was one of the animals available for photography.
    BARN OWL!!!So cute right!!!
    If u see it up close, the feathers looks super smooth and shiny.

    Oh ya, there is also this moronic uncle at work which is getting more and more irritating nowadays cause he is being put in charge of alot of things so he think he big liao la =.=
    What a noob.
    There was a recent incident where the printers started to go crazy and we part-timers were trying to fix the situation when he came into the booth and said, "YOUR DUN KEEP PLAY PLAY PLAY AR, LATER PLAY UNTIL CANNOT DELIVER PHOTOS ON TIME, I COMPLAIN TO THE ON TOP BOSS AR. SEE YOU ALL KENA SACKED ANOT! "FUCK" " and he gives us that disgusting look that you usually see on those typical pervertic ah peks =.=

    Firstly, HE SUCKS, HE IS AN ASS
    Secondly, I DUN CARE IF I GET SACKED, I don't even do this for the money =.=
    Thirdly, at 40+ he says the word fuck?? Even the way he said it is sooo =.=
    It's not that I'm sensitive to that word, just that if he wants to swear at us, why can't he use a swear word from his generation that sounds more natural?? =.=
    Fourthly, almost everyone sees him as a lapdog for the boss. Everything that goes wrong big or small, the boss who is not even there will know it =.=
    DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES HE SABO ME ALREADY AR!!

    Oh well...just wanna rant...angry =.=
    School life is monotonous this semester.
    Not really my class fault...my fault..my reasons...
    I don't want to bond then after 16 weeks...they drift apart at lighting speed.

    =)



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    Dream Visions / Sunday, June 14, 2009


    Dreams are but fleeting visions of desires that will never be.
    Just as the passing beauty of a rose does not last,
    So, too, many dreams bloom and wither in naught but a mere moment,
    Born and killed within the confines of blissful sleep...

    But to dream for all eternity,
    Never to know the waking to a harsh reality...

    Would that I could sleep forever.



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    Life Hates Me / Friday, June 12, 2009


    Holidays are ending soon.
    Have to go back to school soon.
    Sigh...

    Its been 14 days since the start of my precious holidays..
    and I've been sick for 14 days..
    I've been coughing every night away...unable to have JUST ONE NICE NIGHT OF SLEEP
    and I just feel dam sian =.=
    Just imagine...coughing for FOURTEEN DAYS!!
    and the doctor can just say...normal cough~ bla bla bla...not used to Singapore's weather =.=

    Getting sick during school days aren't as bad. I rather suffer than go to school.
    But being sick during the whole of my holidays is really quite unfair..

    It's just amazing that I haven't died coughing when I sleep =.=


    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
    The sian-ness is just killing me.
    What have I done during these 14 days that is considered meaningful or productive??
    Nothing...

    Sighhhhhh.....
    shit la..



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    Shocking =.= / Sunday, May 31, 2009


    Alright, so I was at my neighborhood NTUC yesterday, purchasing citrus fruits for my poor throat.
    I was actually finding orange juice so it could burn whatever was at my throat with CITRUS ACID.
    So I looked at all the pre-squeezed convenience orange juice and it all stated orange juice concentrate with add pulp =.=
    which means, its like not freshly squeeze...
    its like it had its juice extracted then the pulp added back in at packaging process =.=
    SOOO...peel fresh had this slogan on it which said
    "Any fresher, you'll have to peel it yourself"
    So I was like...fine, I'll prepare it myself..
    so then I went to get fresh oranges to squeeze myself.

    THEN...
    I walked into this juice isle to get to the fresh produce isle and I got a lil shock cause this disheveled Indian man stumbled into a shelf and the bottles of juice all fell backwards on the shelf. He was obviously drunk cause when he walked, he kinda swayed with a little jerk...
    Then he had a can of beer in his hand and he just slipped it into his pocket right in front of me.
    In my mind I was like, " =O! shoplifter!!" but in his state...He could go insane any moment, so I just stood there.

    After a few minutes, I went to the eggs section...
    and guess what =.=....YUP!! that guy was there again.
    YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT HE DID OK!!
    He took a packet of eggs, opened the back of his berms and shoved it into the ass area of his berms.

    WHAT??!!

    and no one bothered to catch him!! there was a staff nearby leh!!
    and he shoplifted to this extent!!??
    REALLY DESPO LEH!!
    for eggs and beer!!

    sigh...but no one bothered when he is suppose to get jailed...
    unfair huh??

    anyways, orange juice helps to kill some pain.
    somehow...

    I still can't believe that he stuffed a whole packet of eggs into the butt area of his berms...=.=



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    Holiday Horror / Saturday, May 30, 2009


    Very simple.
    First day of holidays.
    I'm sick.
    DAMMIT =.=



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    Dream.. / Monday, May 25, 2009


    Those who sleep can have dreams,
    but those who don't can realize their dreams.

    =)



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    Inspirational Studying / Sunday, May 24, 2009


    I was studying for Sales Management UT.
    Which btw was last minute cause I took down the wrong date =.=

    and...

    This slide had this...

    Listening is NOT hearing.
    Hearing = ability to detect sounds.
    Listening = derive MEANING from what that are heard.
    When you listen, you don’t talk.




    Ohhhh!!
    Cool ^^


    POST IT~



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    First 'C'........ / Thursday, May 21, 2009


    Alright...it's late...
    like dam late....
    Supposed to be sleeping but I can't.
    Sigh...


    I checked my grades and got my first C from Market Sensing and Intelligence.
    So depressing...
    That ass faci said its because I was the 'leader' that day and my team got caught plagiarizing one slide from another class.
    PLEASE LA! she die die also wan a person to be appointed leader ==
    Sigh....

    What is worse is the Understanding Tests now is like so hard la.
    AND TO MAKE IT EVEN WORSE!! There is NO MORE moderation...
    omg...


    More depressing matters??
    tons...

    My PP scope got rejected again.
    Apparently, he doesn't seem to like a detailed scope....
    So i work a little harder and it's not appreciated...

    There is also more UTs coming up and they're gonna be worse...

    Yesterday was just as depressing.
    I really don't understand why he is doing this. Its just so saddening for a friend to do this to another.
    Right at the very moment...the crying feeling just started to set in..
    Haiz...


    Life is suppose to be able to be free. Yet now..its like I'm being constricted.
    I have to do THIS AND THAT AND THIS AND THAT. I MUST DO IT!
    There is actually nothing to look forward to now.

    Everything just feels so sad...
    Even the happy music I listen to sounds so sad now...



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    Sigh Sigh and Double Sigh / Sunday, May 17, 2009


    I just feel like blogging all of a sudden...
    Maybe it because I have too much to say about life...

    The past week has been horrible...
    Why?? Cause there is no happiness in it. Not even a little bit.
    It's only the fourth week of the school year yet so much has happened.

    I can't really say why but my trust in people has gone down so much this year that I think I'm starting to build a wall around myself already.
    and its scary..

    I keep worrying about different stuff in school like, modules, professional profiling, people, class, facilitators, understanding tests, how stressful next year's final year project would be until I'm starting to find it hard to fall asleep.


    I'm brought to this world to be put through all these and that.
    and for what??
    I really don't know.


    There is barely anyone left....
    Cause from now on, I'm gonna open my eyes big and look at this FILTHY WORLD FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT SELFISHNESS AND BACKSTABBING AND ALL THOSE POLITICAL CRAP and be careful, for what others might do....
    ....even the impossible might be possible.


    In the disgusting world,
    nothing stays the same,
    everything changes,
    THIS FACT, I KNOW and REALIZED,
    but I'm still gonna gripe about it....



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    GONE~ / Thursday, May 7, 2009


    I stumbled onto this weird site (http://www.myhotcomments.com/quotes/99851) today while looking for photos to add to presentation although this seemed to have had no relation to my search at all.
    Weird huh?
    Well...
    It had this quote written in different types of font.
    and boy did it make a whole lot of sense...


    Yup, its sad alright.
    I know some, and now I knew some.
    Whenever it comes to this topic...I get dam sad.
    When I start to ponder on why people can fall into your 'KNEW' section of your life in an instant sometimes.
    Then tons of possibilities came to me but ....

    It all comes to a point where you can see clearly not relying on your intuitions....
    SINCERITY, MOTIVE and PURPOSE
    who possessed it...and who didn't

    and then I realized once again that I am a bad judge of character....
    Most of the time, the ones that I had most faith in are the source of my sadness and disappointment.
    and so...my faith is greatly weakened by these people lor...


    All right...so moving on..

    My first Professional Profiling scope had flaws...
    YUP!!
    and my advisor 'the lao kok kok' is a meanie =.=
    1. He throws us into the woods
    2. Gives us a plain piece of paper which is suppose to be our map to get outta there
    3. AND HE LEAVES
    WOW!!
    SO MUCH FOR ADVISER!!
    He is like no help at all...
    He gives us no leads at all on where to start, where to improve....
    oh my gosh la...
    and PP is required to graduate from Republic Poly.
    I FINALLY DEDUCE THAT...
    to enter RP is easy...
    to graduate from it, is probably harder than other Polytechnics...

    ----------------------------
    Well, I think I can manage to scrape a B for today's lesson considering the enormous amount of research I painstakingly went through and complied into a tiny slide with footnotes.

    Web-cam-ed today in class again with Uncle Ryden and Fidya today =DD
    all I can say was it was fun la..STRESS RELIEVE!!





    After school, went Junction 8 with Vivien, Sikai, Fidya, Dharsh, and Kenny.
    i got time then upload photos~




    I painted my dreams at 11:41 PM

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